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Friday, April 6, 2012 | 9:24:00 AM | 0 comments
Just in time for the lenten week, a time to reflect, soul search, think things over, to many, time for long vacay, time to explore the beach, time for family, time to relax, whatever it is for, im at home. Sad? Hmm? Not really, i dont reflect either, well I do most of the time especially when I'm not feeling well, or there's this feeling thats bugging me for quite a while. okay lets do it then, 1. Lies There are two reasons, a lie to hide the truth for someone, and a lie thats actually a lie.. Hhaha is it just the same thing? Well, its only a matter or whether, is that a lie for yourself, to benefit yourself or a lie to benefit others?.... Whatever it is it's a lie. 2. Earthly needs. Dah! Im so guilty of this, but damn how was it, why do i always regret after doing that? Hmmm the only time i hadnt regretted it was last last year, it was awesome not particulary the way it was done, but the feelings involve in it, it was full of passion, and love i guess. I was teay eyed then. the first and last with him. 3. So many wants.. I once read an article about getting what you want then wanting for more afterwards. Well, it's so true, contenment never really comes, after u had a pair of posh clothes, shoes, u still want another pair, right?... 4. Fame, recognition well, everyone wants to be appreciated, but it's not like that u do something to have something in return right? Like doing good, to be praise, to be recognize. Well for some time, it's a good feeling well if it is genuinely not to because you want something else, coz it will be frustating if did not have in return... Im going in circles hahhaa... 5. Failed to attend religious obligations.. Nah, hmmm obligations? Nah not a right term for me, i mean i dont think it's an obligation or something u're obliged to, coz if you a have 'true relationship with Him, u wont be feeling an obligation, but an act u love doing. It's sunday and you must attend mass. Well, for catholics, yeah you must, but what im trying to say is that not because its sunday you have to do that. Well, it was like, ure eating something you dont like juz to please the cook, or telling its good when its actually awful. Attending mass, should come deep in your heart, coz the homily wont sink into your life or in your head i guess. It was like physicallu hearing things, and not digging it. 6. Doing nothing i read someone says, its actually a sin to do nothing, i mean you dont to good nor do bad. how was it? Well maybe, you dont do good to someone and then you dont to bad either? So what are you doing then? Hahah... i cant explain in further details coz i dont how to hahha... All i know is thay i understand that and i actually cant eplain how to hahha.. Weird isnt it? I'll continue later.. Will make a bucket list :) |
